The winds have changed,my friend.

hi
hi
how are you?
fine
I wanted to talk
m?
have you forgiven me?
you're not at fault from my side
...

that lasted for about half an hour.
Him constantly telling me he couldnt live with the fact I had changed and me,telling him he shouldnt bother about me.well he says he lives in the same world and knows whatsup with me.
I'm glad worldcall lost its virginity that moment..and Im glad we couldnt talk properly.
I check my mail at two and guess what?yes.I have a message from him.
I dont know whats up and why after so many months hes talking to me.Frankly speaking,I dont want to talk to him..because It disturbs me. and I dont know why I just dont throw him out of my list.
I know he isnt bothered.Im one hundred percent fucking sure.
He does this to me.
always.

PS: I'm developing this new habbit of cutting random peices of paper randomly with a random nailcutter.
random psychic?
.hmm

Baloons

my,I just came back from a roller coaster ride.
What may I say lol.damnit I'm so happy.I am SO happy.

Reason:

I was working in the lab.Nida comes to me and asks me to step out.
Yeah?
Come with me
What is it Im working right now yar?
Misha wants to talk to you
WHAT????
*Sanu loses conciousness and her heart starts jumping in her stomach*
She said she wanted to talk before we leave,go ask her what it is
What does she have to talk about?
I dont know she went "Im looking for sana,strange no?"
..
5 minutes later I find her with a couple of other kids and Sir Shameel in the lab
Misha, you wanted to talk?
Yeah.
*Mallo and Misha come out*
Mallo: We have a milad at my place next thursday,for Sarah's mom,will you come?
*puzzled*
Yeah,sure give me the adress sometime tommorow.


...=\
This is me right now.
http://blogs.salon.com/0001883/images/Grinch.jpg

Scary white envelope.=(

4 more to go.
I have this sour feeling my result is going to make me cry.and its very strong.
I cant believe I've been silly enough to cry on that "feeling" of mine.
Its strange because,I dont know.I dont want to come out of school yet again with another white envelope in my hand and cry like shit in the car?like the mid-terms.
If this happens..I admit I'm a failure.

I talked to usman today,after so long.
Felt so damn good.just twenty minutes of that guy and I feel so good.
Just because he says nothing.lol.


=\sunita is such a monkey damnit.

The entire "group" was there at the Qul,all six of us (including me) like we were a year ago.
Saw Sherbano after almost 6 months
"Sana tum kitni bari bore hogayi ho" That was her reaction after seeing me.
Really,after Nijhu,I dont remember being impressed by a "girl" but really,I was stunned at Sarah.
I didnt see that woman cry. Milli Aapa,Sana,Mallo,Shery(sherbano),me..Everyone collapsed at the news.
I would've probabbly died if it were to happen to me.
Im ..spellbound.

..
After the Dua'a
We're all upstairs..everyones talking.Sarah comes sits with me and calls everyone.
..And they start talking.
Sanu's quiet.
Sarah: you mind talking?
Sherbano: forheavensake speak.Its not like we're your in-laws.
*smiles*

Misha and I,lol.We're always wearing similar stuff by coincidence,I cant believe she actually helped me when It came to food.

Happy Birthday Misha.

.

Came back from Sarah's.
Her mom died.

.....I feel sick..and depressed?

How to take a bath

All you need is a purple glass



and two little hands



dip them in water;one after the other

but I can cheat

"See appa sana,I am washing my feet"

You can also taste some

Take it fan!!

Oh,All this time I was being photographed?

DNT;this is my daily dose of "tubbies"

I love her to death.More love to you mani! =) Appa Sana loves you bacha!

Please dont forget

I think I should keep reminding myself of this from time to time

I dont mean anything. =/

I hate everyone =(

The best thing about life

Did anyone ever wonder as to what the best thing about life is?

You get to eat silly!!

Damnit If its for food I'd live a million years.I dont get how people can 'diet'.Eat cottage cheese (yuck) no sugar(eww) and have brownbread (pukes)
Really I mean I just dont get it.Food is such a blessing *and Im such a food lover.*
Be it cooking,eating or just staring at it,it makes one feel so good.(okay someone like me)

Why do you have sprite zero?
I'm on a diet.
*Haha,tellme you want to dissapear.*

Ive been told I eat alot.ALOT.Though my mom thinks I dont eat at all.
Anyway what I think is,I usually tend to just stuff my self when my exams are near*sniff I see that tummy bulging out*
But I just cant diet.Really,its not my thing.I dont think anyone should diet comeon.I'm ready to walk 10 kilometers a day but dieting..NOWAY.
*sigh* that reminds me I really need to work out (I hate that big tummy.)

PS: Please pray for Sarah's mom,shes in coma,I really cant see people around me cry.(eventhough shes just an acquaintance)