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Its rather strange.
Whenever I manage to stay happy theres this somebody around me who cant help it.
I went to xenia's barfday.
Vicky had to be there.For a second I felt my heart sink,because there mere resemblance between the brothers made me think I had seen him.
But no,It was'nt him
Why would it be anyway.

My tongue,I cant hold it in place.
Im too much of a fool.Say anything that comes to me.
I ended up calling them 'Paindus' on their faces.
I dont even know them.
But you know me ..I never meant it in a bad way,or said it to them
Yes you did'nt
then why am I feeling bad.
Probabbly because shery might know of this
I dont care.
I know you do.Why else would you be so bothered.

I feel bad.Heavy.
I never meant it for them.
Heck no I will NOT cry.