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Location: Lahore, Pakistan

I have never had somebody I would talk everything to.I've just wished.This Page,When I made It,I wanted It to be like that friend I've always wanted.I dont care how I sound.I want to talk to my friend. ::.

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

Its time to shine!

Its time to shine and throw my sash away.=D
My doodles,my dream has come true..I have sucky dreams so it doesent make a difference to people who dont know me well.Anyway so sanu is the "Dramatics and Debates representative" for the session of 2005-2006.My helper in this task shall be Maryam Imtiaz which is okay.
Misha has congratulated me,I did so too and she keeps turning around to talk to Zahra,to whom she has assigned the post of the seat next to me.(Everyone knows why)
Today,she actually came to sit with me,heh funny thing she is.
I enjoy it,maybe because I'm a funny thing myself.
Anyway the new sash will be issued around monday.
The magazine shall be out shortly =D.
A nice start to a hectic year?
eh'?
Parents are going to be back by sunday and I'm super missing them..but I'm glad they are happy.
Talked to mama yesterday..peacefully

..and I loved it.

=)



PS: I think I saw shery the other day.He was looking hot baby.

Saturday, August 20, 2005

Sheesha smoking nation?

WOW.Cafe life is seriously one of the most disturbed places in the world.I do NOT doubt it.I have never been in a more pathetic place before.I really should have listened to Usman and not my sisters friends who wanted to 'try' it.Anyway I called baba and asked me to pick us up from there immediately and took them to pizza hut where you dont enter to find people lying on sofas,smoking sheesha,really what HAS happened to people these days?
And since it was my sister's guy's birthday,we celebrated via the 'pizza cutting ceremony' only to realise after some time that we really needed a cake.
I dont remember laughing like that in ages.Thanks to nabeel (nida's boyfriend) who is a teddy bear.
Apart from that my parents are going to Egypt alone and I just dont know how I'm going to manage these two monkeys.Ofcourse ammi WILL be coming over which means more melodrama due to the presence of our baby mani.
School opens on thursday.
Cant wait. =D

Monday, August 08, 2005

11.

And So,The most awaited day of the year arrives,when everyone in the family goes bankrupt.
Duduu's Barfday.My apologies since this post is a day late,the reason being my absence at home.
Anyway,he's 11 now and says he's going to be a teenager 'REAL SOON' and I have promised him an electric guitar next year i.e If my financial conditions improve.For now,I got him a telescope with which,he's quite happy.

=)
I love my brother even though he kicks me all the time while sleeping.

Apart from that I went to Ammi's to spend the night and we had a blast,trying to make mani go to bed
Okay mahnoor it is sleeptime now.
No apa sana
Okay then what time is it?
Its piano time! *turns it on and starts dancing*

Eventually I had to turn of the light and pretend to be frightened of 'Dr.Butt' and 'bhaoo Kabir' <- the two evils in her life,*sigh*..and when nothing worked,I decided to take out very scary voices which she merely repeated as a joke.
Also I tried knocking the bed to which ammi pretended to be extremely scared and asked 'Ohhh whos doing this tak tak?'.Once again my formula failed and she replied, 'Apa sana is doing it.'
I dont know how she slept and when but when I woke up,I found the angel sleeping in my arms quietly.

Monday, August 01, 2005

And sometimes..there are no titles.

We were handed the evacuation letter yesterday.After only eight months in this house,we are being asked to leave..and Its because some tom dick or harry is offering them 10-20 thousand more.But what about the gay hugs and kisses with baba?and what about the deal that WE were supposed to purchase this house in december,Its half ours anyway because he has half of the amount.
I hate this.I hate how one man makes a decision and everyone has to obey that.We had to do this eight months ago..and are being black mailed now.
Mama thinks I'm not bothered because I didnt talk to her about it.Its not her fault..
'Just because you cant see something,it doesent mean it isnt there'- Archer,The small soldiers.

There are things she doesent know..and there are things nobody knows.
People expect too much.from me and it scares me.
What If I do not live upto it.It makes me feel impotent.
ahh It rains,there is nothing better than rain to make you feel good.

So when is the war ending?
which war?
the one between you and misha..

The other day,
Misha: kya asshole insaan ho:@:@:@:@ batao naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Misha: oops sorry
Misha: wrong window
Sanu: thats alright,
Misha: yeh thanx:)

haha,I would like to think she still wants me =D

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