Sanu, your Super IQ score is 105

Your overall intelligence quotient is the result of a scientifically-tested formula based on how many questions you answered correctly. But it's only part of what we learned about you from your answers on the test.
We also determined the way you process information.The way you think about things makes you an Original Thinker. This means you're a naturally abstract thinker. You pick up visual detail that others routinely miss. You're also very good at making connections that don't already exist, and you have your own ideas of how the world works. While your talents matter greatly in real life, they are sometimes overlooked in less thorough intelligence tests.

How did we determine that your thinking style is that of an Original Thinker? When we examined your test results further, we analyzed how you scored on 8 dimensions of intelligence: spatial, organizational, abstract reasoning, logical, mechanical, verbal, visual and numerical. The 3 dimensions you scored highest on combine to make you an Original Thinker. Only 6 out of 1,000 people have this rare combination of abilities.

*sigh* does that make me dumb?=(

and for those interested (as if) heres the link.
http://web.tickle.com/tests/superiq/authorize/register.jsp?url=/tests/superiq/index.jsp

PS: Your head will hurt once you're done.Mine is =(

Show me that big belly!

Aww,I went shopping yesterday.Oh well I wanted to lie down on the floor and cry at the Levi's store,I just couldnt.
I didnt get something for myself but this particular top caught my eye.Damnit It was so cute.Skin hugging Black with sequins and spaghetti straps. "Awwww" ...But not for myself.It was for 1-2 year olds so guess what..I brought it for mani.
Damn she came last night and I tried it on her.Haha I loved her big tummy popping out of the top.(Mashahallah)
Adorable.
Haha,Only to get her a mini now. ;)

This is how the ant drowned.

Okay so what are you going to write?Why did the ant go to the bank?
Umm,to get food?
what kind of food?
Fish?
Do ants fish?*angry*
Umm okay so Ill just write its foot went in the water and it fell?
Do ants have feet? *laughing,angry*
Sorry,Mama

Haha,this is so adorable,my younger brother and my mom this morning planning an essay for his test.

For fucks sake please?

*gets down on her knees and starts begging*

I am not trying to act "popular" or "cool" here but I dont care If it sounds that way because really, Its better I shout with you than with other bitches and It really really real fuckin really annoys me when they do it because I know they do it.*Grr* I feel my blood simmer.
Why why why why why the fuck do the fuck do these "friends" of mine copy me?
I mean its so annoying,stealing what I have written..talking like me,I just wish I could go hammer their heads but ahahahahahahaha ha! I cant even say anything theyr my fucking "friends"
please bitches please.dont copy me.It is ANNOYING.

Congratss!! * slap *

You scored as Unipolar Depression. Congraulations! You are depressed! You know just how it feels to bear all the world's burdens, and the value of a 19-hour night's sleep. And you really hate that circle-guy thing on your Zoloft pill packets. Unipolar Depression 67% Borderline Personality Disorder 67% Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder 50% Antisocial Personality Disorder 33% Eating Disorders 33% Schizophrenia 0% Which mental disorder do you have? created with QuizFarm.com

WTF?

What the heck is happening? *smiles*
Is this going to be one GREAT summer? (I'm guessing)
Mehnaz,Samia,Sukhi,Sallu,Ali,Cat- Theyr all alive after three whole years?? Damn!
Nonetheless my war with shan continues.
haha,

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This is embarassing
http://www.boomspeed.com/dollzheaven2/quiz1.html

You are Toilet Paper.You are used and taken advantage of by a lot of people, including your friends. They make you be the one to clean up their messes in their life. But the only reason that this happens is because of your kindness and commitment. These are the qualities most members of the opposite sex look for, which makes you hot. Yes, toilet paper is hot. But be careful that your lover doesn't use you to their advantage, and be sure that they are not seeking too much control. Remember: Toilet paper is used by many, but is most often considered valuable when it is not there in time of need.

ps:bloggy are you sick?

Gruff

" whosoever thinks shan is mature needs to see a real man "

I dont know why hes started to piss me off.I dont know,I dont like the way he tries to "act" arrogant or mature,because hes none.
I never thought Id say this about anyone because I dont really feel this for ANYONE but.I think I'm beginning to hate him.
I dont know,maybe its just a dislike,very strong anyway.

The Picture

Remember I told you how maha captured her standing next to me at the farewell?
lol well,heres the pic *lmao* Just look at the expression on her face.*cute*

PS: Im laughing my head off there.

http://atlas.walagata.com/w/sanu/feeww.JPG

Reunion?

Talked to two of my long lost friends yesterday,
Sallu and mehnaz.Felt so good *was it reunion?* lol

Sallu: youre alive?? =o
What you wanted me dead or something?haa hes so cute

Had a great day,(yes call me a painduu) Ive got hold of the "KAAL" casette and I just LOVE IT.the entire thing is AWESOME!=) *tshhhk,something happy*

Back to square one People just cant stop telling me how happy my "significant other" is.
haha,yes yes "oh no not again," but yes nado says hes with some hina.
fuck it now I dont give a damn.
but then why the fuck do I still cry?

That bitch waqas,he apologised.Damn Im so happy hes in pain (I hope he isnt faking that too)

Mehnaz didi: what did you do to shan?
haha,we euthanised him

he gets crazier everyday.

And now fuck it I dont want to be sad.
Shit!=(

My long lost twin

I was just talking to Taz,
Love talking to her because she talks about everything other than my "lovelife".lol
We were talking of lookalikes,reminded me of my twin sister in LGS Kabana (another branch of the school I read in)
Haha,this is really weird.
I have people coming to me,asking if I have a twin there or if I have spent some time in that school.
Obviously I dont know what theyre talking about so they tellme theres this girl there who looks just like me.
Funny 'eh?
I'd love to meet my "long lost twin" (as Taz says)

.

Hahahahhaahaha
Wahahahahahahahhaha
Sanu's going to die of laughter
God this is just so fucking funny.
Whenever she feels shes got her mind off things,they just come back to her.lmao
*rotfl*

You wait and watch blog,shes going insane.

Why?

Grr,I have a one week break *yaaay*
so I can partayyyy.i.e If im busy but with whats happening I see a boooooooooring week ahead *grr*
Forums=dead
Msn=dead (haha I hate it anyway)
Tv= dead
whatelse..?
telephone= been dead for a year almost.

Ive been noticing,the blogs are dead too,Rizvi,Asfandyar,Abdulji =S
grrr.
I dont want to die of boredom =(

%$#@!!#$%^#@!

Why are you out?
Because those darned things have the fans on.Its so chilly.
(laughs) Im here to enjoy the weather.
Yeah its great.

Silence.

So..whats up with your life?
Life..nothing.
Ahan,I have to tell you something
What?
Im finally over umer.
This is so good (smiles)Im so happy for you
Yeah,everyone else is,except for me.
Its better to be over and done with (voice fades away)
Do you orkut?
No,I told you before.
Yeahh..
Sana,I wanted to ask you something
(smiles) go ahead=)
You seem depressed.
(laughs) why?Im the one who keeps this class alive.
No,I mean I see you on msn,your nicks.
Nicks are just nicks.
Is everything over with him?
(tries to maintain a straight face,1.2.3..tears.)
Dont cry,its not worth it.No guy is worth it sana,trust me It was visible.
I was shocked (crying)
Can I hug you?
*hugg*
was that for another girl?
yeah
Dont you hate him for what he did I mean all of the misunderstandings between us?
(Quiet)
Is that why you dont use orkut?The scraps?
(nodds,crying.Now the juniors are watching)
Straighten up,Miss Alyias here
(hides her face)

What are you ?a three year old?
No,I'm not feeling well
Go call home,
No Ill be fine
(looks at sarah)Is she low?
Yes sort of
(smiles)Sometimes,crying helps
(smiles)

This is between us.
I know misha knows.
No trust me,
Sarah,I know I dont care
I know you dont care lekin..
Its okay.


FUCK THIS?

I am just simply toooo tired right now,cant even see properly.Dont know why I dont want to go to bed when my body is literally crying for sleep.
Anyway it was nidas barfday so yes naturally I was busy.
Ive been feeling shitty from the past two days,probabbly because of yeah you know what sanu.
So yeah well I just came across something really funny.you remember the farewell?
well lol.Maha Khan actually managed to capture me and misha standing next to each other.Godddamit the pic is super duper funny.Im going to post it here .I took it from her and the best thing is misha knows I have it so yeah she didnt bitch today.
lolShe probabbly thinks I miss her which Is not an illusion again
.I know theres a part of me that still does.I dont know anything.

I feel mature and six months old at the same time.
"I whine".
that just annoys me now.It was funny earlier.Now it is irritating because I talk to my page and I want to do it because I have nobody else to talk to.And I mean it
There are so many people who just see me making them laugh 24/7
So Im only crying with my blog,Is it wrong if it makes me feel a little better?knowing its listening?

Half of the people around me tell me Im extremely "fun" and seem "older than I am"and the others well,yes that I am a cry baby.Well that wont be false too,because I really have turned into one
.You snatch my barbie and today I can bet I will cry.Its just the blog I cry with.Is there anything wrong with it sanu?
I just am so sick of people telling me what to do.I just want it my way now.I cant have that though.

lolagain,am I talking sense?=S

ps: Its so cold yet again here in Lahore *grr*and Im so warm.Sick probabbly.haha again.

Shoot her!!

an ammateur film

-One of te "kewlest" kids on the ep block.

Just how dare she say that..*slaps her a million times*

Yes you deserve it.Sholay is not an amateur film *slap slap slap*

It is a brilliant thing! and kids who think calling it amateur are cool are actually a bunch of little assed caricatured bunnies and deserve nothing but lashes.

*slap slap slap*

Kitne aadmi they

I remember my crush on gabbar *batts eyelashes*

=S

*throws everything at everyone*
*hits her blog bad,hugs it and cries like anything*

..I feel so angry and so unhappy at the same time.
Is that possible?=S

His happiness kills me.

So Impossible

I cried last night,It doesent really matter because a tear or two daily is a norm,but I cried really bad last night while praying.It is hard.
Nida and Vicky are done which should be a great thing because he always took her for granted.She's with Nabeel now.I'm not saying he doesent deserve this.I'm just..I dont know
I guess I will always have the soft corner for Vicky.Probabbly because he's his brother or because I've always seen him as mine too.
I dont know,Every now and then she makes me read his mails his pleas now and I cry.I mean wtf this isn't happening.She tells me he's been crying.Again he might be faking it but I dont know.
Ahh.You're so impossible sanu.You are so not possible.
Im glad my sisters not weeping over it.Shes happy.
Again shes got so many people with her.Shes not alone=)
I didnt have anybody probabbly this is why I tell them it isn't easy or probabbly Ive lost it completely

Haha.

I wouldnt have done this If sunita had'nt urged me to


http://www02.quizyourfriends.com/yourquiz.php?quizname=050313002153-309506&email=&c=&a=01
hmm,so lets see how well they know me.

..

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever.. oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you
Nothings gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothings gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through but
Nothings gonna change my love for you
If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you
If you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you
Nothings gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothings gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
he world may change my whole life through but
Nothings gonna change my love for you
Nothings gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Ahh,one of my favourites.I love this song so much.
I dont know what made me recall it.
It is so beautiful.=)

Haha,Scene of the millenium

Buwahahahaha.I havent laughed this crazy in centuries.LMAO(rotfl)

- Im standing with a couple of classmates and rohma (my sisters bff) who are trying to tellme about this abusive kid of the accountants

-Misha tafheem comes really excited and asks everyone to shutup and starts her story in sheer enthusiasm but when she starts,she doesent know shes standing right next to me

- So she turns towards me and starts speaking and all of a sudden she realises its me.So the smile goes away and she quickly turns the other side

Lmao...wahahahahaa million bucks for a replay.

I was hoping yesterday would turn out to be a good day.
No it didnt.
I almost cried the entire day.I dont know,theres this something/someone who cant see me happy.
Whenever I feel a little normal,I am reminded of something I want to erase
I fought with mama,she fought with me.For nothing and I ended up proving myself a retard.
What do I do sanu I just want to be happy now.I want to live too
Hes so happy,he doesent even remember me.
I managed to get to nida's orkut.Hes so happy.
He told misha some weird story about our breakup.I was responsible for it.
Thats what he tells everyone.That I ignored him and blah blah
It hurts.He doesent love me,he has no right to false my feelings for him.
It hurts so much.My eyes hurt.
His brother is doing the same thing to nida but trust me I will not spare vicky if nida's hurt.
I was too sober to stay quiet ..my sister is'nt and I can NOT see her unhappy.
She showed me something..indirectly I caught another lie of his.Allah why is this happening?
I dont feel like living no more.I wouldve suicided but I'm too much of a coward to harm myself.
This..I dont know when I will be what I was.I just dont know.

"She makes everything look so much better,sanu,you're life."

"Shes so full of life"

I feel lonely.Again after so many days.Like hugging someone and crying.I dont I just dont have anyone.
Youre responsible
I can't trust anyone now.
Anyone.

haha see.shes crying again.Bitch!

The weather is SUPERB
one thing id been fearing.the sun and the trip in the sun and sanu = all black
*buwahh*
Didnt go to school today.I plan to study.
Sanu: Im studying alot these days
Maryam: How do you manage it?
Sanu: Well,Its all so boring that Im not left with another choice.lol
I was going through my earlier entires just now,funny how I dont feel the need of a friend anymore.
I've changed.Guess I've found my own little piece of hapiness in what I have.
My grades have been rocking.After soo long.I feel so good.
Frankly speaking,I dont even talk to anyone now, Just a little hi,hello with tayyeb.
Again,Am I happy because I saw a really cute movie last night or because of the weather or because of my grades?
But one thing ..ahhh yes we're back.how can I forget him.
You know what.Hes going to come back.=)..And that is why I am happy.
I happened to land on this blogpage just now,read a guy's entry..haha cute=)
Am I smiling?
Yes but I love him.
I know sanu,me too =)

and daym! Sanu, ur the biggest pimp in the history of pimpin


*Shock* alishaji,when was sanu a pimp? haww,I was just *sniff* telling you how much I love you
You broke sanu's heart..you were her most naive wife.
*sigh*..I still love those killer eyes ;)

ps: sanu's losing her "I am so little touch"

Another Box

'chanday wali'
That's what they call me now
everything's fine.Im happy.My result is fab =)*yaay*
Ive been handed another chanda box now.They say I'm doing this for the sash.blek.Maybe I am.
Anyway,I hope its big.
The administration has big expectations,who knows they might oficially label me the fundraiser now.
lol.

# 2

Where have you been?Busy eh'?
No..not busy,don't feel like it.
Why?
It is tough
Stay in touch
Are you happy?

And the next thing I know is im up.

Sunita: I saw him on rd.
ME: I know he's there=)

intuitions:I dont dream no more

I will write your ending.You two see one another,he scans your face
and this time he can see the innocence.He cries and asks you to come back to him
You smile and kiss his forehead.
This will be your ending.

No mallo,this is a dream
why?

#1.Mallo will never write me an ending
#2.Mallo will never want me happy.
#3.This is a dream

..And I wake up,sweating.

I am back,Intruders!

Came back last night.
The trip was well yeah good,atleast I got to see my roots.lol
The Fields are prettier than anything.especial mention to the sesame ones=)
Anyway,Im tired now and hunting for people to talk to.haha

Haha,Im up again.Its a norm now,getting up early..without an alarm.Nobody has to yell and scream..
Anyway,I had a terrible fight with nida yesterday..slapped her.
I feel bad now,because I love her so very much but she's too stubborn to realise that
I scored a 'B' In Islamiyat.=)
great,yes but I was expecting an A anyway..grr its better than the grades I used to get earlier anyway
The best part is,we're having a re-test of mathematics on monday ..and that too on kinematics*yaaay!!*
I might aswell hit the jackpot.
I'm leaving for multan today (Inshahallah)
Why?because baba wants me to see my 'roots'

Ps: Miss me you morons!
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I didnt ask those guys to come
who?
misha,mallo,sara
why not?
I thought you'd leave
God no you are so insane.Go ask them to come
You dont have a problem
Absolutely not,are you nuts?
We have to share..
they're not dogs,are they?
(laughs) Come to the cookery.

I dont hold grudges,plus they have everyright to do whatsoever.
I can still sit beside one of them and not have a problem
Wonder what made her assume I'd leave if they were there
*shrugs*
*kiss*,I love you sanu

My crazy sister and the funny world

Eeeek!!
I turn around at 5:56 in the morning to see if nida's fine and she gives me a heartattack.
I see my sister's face resupine in shades of green with her mouth open.
And suddenly I realised,Its the mask!
I asked her never to put that thing on at night!*grr*
Last night she slept while holding the cell close to her ear *raises eyebrow*
I hope everything's alright. =S

Anyway,my cake yesterday..everyone went 'latu' .Yes,I had a million people ask me for the recipe(haha.dream on)
I have an urdu test today,I pray to score an A (which I have never done in urdu)

I am not complaining.

I dont have much to say today.
I dont really feel like talking to anyone right now but eh..

It had to get easier,It's getting tougher.I'm feeling this immense uncomfort since yesterday.I feel restless and heavy and somehow I just dont seem to blurt everything.I dont know what it is.I have that sensation of holding onto something really tight right now.Its like a paused wave.Just want to let it flow.
My eyes hurt,My neck is stiff.I have a serious pain in my back because I hit the bed yesterday.
The back is the worst part.
Another of my headaches is almost on the verge of beginning or maybe its just the high pony.
I feel nauseated ..and I dont know what sanu.I feel exhausted.
Nobody calls..
Nobody..

I dont know.

Bye

Hey bloggy.

I feel like hugging you that dear you are to me *hug*
Saw my maths paper today.I flunk.
...
Chemistry went brilliant.This might just be a great one but you never know.*Sigh*..
that's what I always say.
Anyway lets hope I atleast get 5As on my side this time.
Please?